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Harula Ladd



the poet

Poet, performer and facilitator Harula Ladd is based in the South West and is the current Exeter Slam Champion. She's also the founder of the Postal Poetry Library, and loves writing on-the-spot poems for the public. Fascinated by the power of the imagination, Harula is passionate about the way creativity connects us. She gathers ideas for her writing while out walking.

the poems


00:00 / 01:40

            is hard to put back on at a moment’s notice,

            when someone knocks on your door to offer

            a piece of their mother’s Christmas cake.

            You wipe wetness from your cheeks, demand your skin

            quickly swallow you in again and keep the hand

            where the skin is cracked behind your back.

            Reach out with the other to receive

            perfect Christmas cake, complete

            with miniature marzipan holly.

            You make eye contact with this new mother,

            pushed to the edge of her own skin

            until she’s shining. She’s beautiful.


            The skin you live in is tight, thin,

            bulging with broken that just wants

            to breathe. At night you pin your skin

            to the edges of your room, to the curtains,

            hook it over the door handle, trap a corner

            under the weight of a table leg so at least you can be free

            while you sleep. When you wake, skin

            won’t shrink to fit. You wonder if you should give up

            your free feeling dreams where skin is so big you can swim in it,

            inside it, exploring it from underneath like swimming underwater

            looking up at the surface not wanting to break it yet.

            It’s quiet and fascinating down here.

            People can’t knock on the surface of the sea.

            They’d have to wade in and get wet to reach you,

            so swim



The girl who brought
the world home

00:00 / 01:38

            She brought the world home like an injured bird

            found by the road, shrunk to one metre across

            to hang safely from her ceiling

            like a breathing glitter ball behind closed curtains.

            She lay on the field of her carpet to watch the living world above

            twirl cobwebs in miniaturised hurricanes.

            That first night, she couldn’t sleep. Got up

            to warm some milk and heard the oceans burst.

            'What’s wrong?' she asked.

            The world replied,

            'To shrink is no protection.

            I cannot give life like this.

            'You deny my power, hanging

            me here behind closed curtains.

            I need to be!'

                             'But I only … '

            'You don’t even know you haven’t met freedom yet.'

            Forests inhaled. Exhaled.

            'To live is to be willing to die.

            'Look. You are taller than me now.

            Is that what you wanted?

            To make me small and you big?

            'In order to control something

            beyond your understanding

            you have to shrink it for it to make sense.

            'For it to be safe. You shrink

            what is vast only to grow more

            of what has no importance.'

What's inside

00:00 / 01:15

            I roll myself out flat, squeeze

            all you don’t need to know

            from me and fold over seven times,

            until I’m the size of an envelope. I slide in

            to send myself to you.

            Once sealed it’s too late to take back

            bits added to me since we last met.

            It’s fine. I can deny them or

            cross them out before you open me.

            At the weigh in the lady working

            the Post Office counter raises an eyebrow.

            'May I ask what’s inside?'

                            'Skin. No guts.'

            I ask for second class. Gives me more time.

            I land on your doormat stiff and sore.

            You soak me in a bath like those teas that bloom

            in a mug, and the little I’d been prepared to say

            dissolves, and goes the way of the bathwater.

            Once dry, I dress, all fresh and empty.

Publishing credits

All poems: exclusive first publication by iamb


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